So I haven’t posted my face in a while

sorry they’re low quality, I took them on my mobile

Uhh yah

posted 1st Feb 2014 at 11:29pm

tagged: selfies, me,
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posted 1st Jan 2014 at 5:22pm

tagged: idk i'm bored, pixel, speech bubble, me,
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Look I drew you guys a picture

Look I drew you guys a picture

posted 21st Dec 2013 at 12:47am

tagged: me, my drawing, christmas, xmas, holiday, tree, presents, star, gifts, gif, gifs, merry,
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So guys…. I did the thing and it took me hours and I’m dead because I haven’t eatin since 12 because of this and yeah

There’s of course a shit ton more selfies than this

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I got a haircut and it looks absolutley fucking ugly. Straight up bull cut. You cant really tell in this picture because my hairs up. Possibly one of the worst decisions i ever made. School starts tomorrow. Im fucked. Say your goodbyes because im gonna die.

I got a haircut and it looks absolutley fucking ugly. Straight up bull cut. You cant really tell in this picture because my hairs up. Possibly one of the worst decisions i ever made. School starts tomorrow. Im fucked. Say your goodbyes because im gonna die.

posted 2nd Sep 2013 at 4:46pm

tagged: me, my face, bad desicions, bad haircut, pink hair, full across bangs, short hair,
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8/28/97

For my 16th birthday I got a freaking Doctor Who cake - Went to Cold Stone - Went to the Stillwater library

Cabbage Corp t-shirt. Marauders Map tapestry/blanket. Original Princess Bubblegum painting done by my sister. Hand Sanitizer. Lemongrass scented oil. Pre Ordered Allegiant by Veronica Roth.

Sister: http://azure-destroyer.tumblr.com/

Everybody was pretty much angry the whole day and no one even wanted to go to the library with me. I was really sad most of the day. I probably sound really bitchy for saying it wasn’t a very good day. I do love all of my gifts and my cake though no lie. I just think that birthdays are disappointing because you expect to wake up and feel different and you don’t, you expect the day to be magical and it isn’t. I sound so awful for saying that.

Also it was my last day at Aris (outpatient) I’m going to miss my group and the feeling of belonging somewhere. Life moves on though.

I’m going into 11th grade and I can’t believe I’ve made it this far, shmowzow

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6/18/13
Today, I started going back to Aris again, my last treatment center. I was really excited to go. I couldn’t even fall asleep until a little past 3 last night. I felt so restless and was like rolling around trying to get comfortable for ever.Woke up at 10. Took a shower and got ready. When I got there I was so anxious and me an my dad were sitting in the lobby and there were other kids in there, my age. He’s was doing a bunch of stupid shit, embarrassing me. Somehow he didn’t perceive me ignoring him and not smiling as a hint to stop.Basically I was so anxious while I was there. There was a bunch of new people and they already all knew each other and I felt so awkward. When we went to group, I felt a lot better there. It was nice to hear people talk about what’s going on with them and I could relate to all of them. I even took time in group, which is crazy because It’s my first day. I talked about how I feel like shit about my self and what’s been really triggering that for me lately. I talked about how I can’t stop comparing myself to people and how I always feel less than everyone. They were really supportive and it was crazy how nice their feedback was. This boy told me that he understands how I feel and that I wasn’t crazy or a bad person. He said that I’m probably a really cool person and that it’s other people’s loss for not trying to get to know me. <3 that touched me. By the end of the day I felt awkward but not as awkward as from the beginning of the day. Now I’m back home and I feel like shit again *sigh* I’m going back tomorrow then the rest of the week I don’t have to go. I see my at home skills worker on friday(?) I’m not sure. But I guess the set schedule is I’ll be going to Aris on tuesdays and wednesdays. I’ll get in, in the morning and help out with the little kids and then do my own therapy when the older kids come in.
If you read all the way down to here than I’m actually only talking to probably 1 or 2 people. All the same, thanks for wasting your time reading my bullshit. <3

6/18/13

Today, I started going back to Aris again, my last treatment center. I was really excited to go. I couldn’t even fall asleep until a little past 3 last night. I felt so restless and was like rolling around trying to get comfortable for ever.Woke up at 10. Took a shower and got ready. When I got there I was so anxious and me an my dad were sitting in the lobby and there were other kids in there, my age. He’s was doing a bunch of stupid shit, embarrassing me. Somehow he didn’t perceive me ignoring him and not smiling as a hint to stop.Basically I was so anxious while I was there. There was a bunch of new people and they already all knew each other and I felt so awkward. When we went to group, I felt a lot better there. It was nice to hear people talk about what’s going on with them and I could relate to all of them. I even took time in group, which is crazy because It’s my first day. I talked about how I feel like shit about my self and what’s been really triggering that for me lately. I talked about how I can’t stop comparing myself to people and how I always feel less than everyone. They were really supportive and it was crazy how nice their feedback was. This boy told me that he understands how I feel and that I wasn’t crazy or a bad person. He said that I’m probably a really cool person and that it’s other people’s loss for not trying to get to know me. <3 that touched me. By the end of the day I felt awkward but not as awkward as from the beginning of the day. Now I’m back home and I feel like shit again *sigh* I’m going back tomorrow then the rest of the week I don’t have to go. I see my at home skills worker on friday(?) I’m not sure. But I guess the set schedule is I’ll be going to Aris on tuesdays and wednesdays. I’ll get in, in the morning and help out with the little kids and then do my own therapy when the older kids come in.

If you read all the way down to here than I’m actually only talking to probably 1 or 2 people. All the same, thanks for wasting your time reading my bullshit. <3

posted 18th Jun 2013 at 10:03pm

tagged: personal, selfy, me, my face, short hair, sorry this is so fucking long,
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guys this is the gif ive been trying really hard to make. it makes it 100% more stupid. awesome.

guys this is the gif ive been trying really hard to make. it makes it 100% more stupid. awesome.

posted 17th Jun 2013 at 7:00pm

tagged: selfy, short hair, black and white, me, my face, personal, gif,
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wow it&#8217;s shit quality but I figured out how to make gifs of myself. Wow expect a LOT of my face for a while. I&#8217;m sorry that you have to see me.

wow it’s shit quality but I figured out how to make gifs of myself. Wow expect a LOT of my face for a while. I’m sorry that you have to see me.

posted 17th Jun 2013 at 1:08pm

tagged: personal, my face, me,
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So my brother graduated and I left the house (wow) to go to his ceremony. Ended up taking pictures so hi.

So my brother graduated and I left the house (wow) to go to his ceremony. Ended up taking pictures so hi.

posted 15th Jun 2013 at 1:01am

tagged: me, my face, graduation, brother, short hair, blue hair,
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I have not been on Tumblr for eVeR. Wowowow. My life is like different from the last time I&#8217;ve been a regular Tumblr user. like feelings and stuff

I have not been on Tumblr for eVeR. Wowowow. My life is like different from the last time I’ve been a regular Tumblr user. like feelings and stuff

posted 24th May 2013 at 6:55pm

tagged: me, myface, personal, short hair, pastel, wdfhtyjklmnb,
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OY. I DYED MY HAIR. I haven&#8217;t been on Tumblr in so long, oops.

OY. I DYED MY HAIR. I haven’t been on Tumblr in so long, oops.

posted 28th Mar 2013 at 4:43pm

tagged: me, my face, personal, red hair, dye,
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It&#8217;s not perfect and looks unfinished but I think I&#8217;m just going to leave it like this.

It’s not perfect and looks unfinished but I think I’m just going to leave it like this.

posted 6th Feb 2013 at 10:58pm

tagged: me, personal, art, dogs, beards, my art, firealpaca, bamboo, puppy,
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Take car. 
Go to Mum&#8217;s.
Kill Phil
Grab Liz
Go to the Winchester
Have a nice cold pint, and wait for all of this to blow over.
  • Take car. 
  • Go to Mum’s.
  • Kill Phil
  • Grab Liz
  • Go to the Winchester
  • Have a nice cold pint, and wait for all of this to blow over.
posted 29th Jan 2013 at 8:47pm

tagged: personal, me, Shaun of the Dead,
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Spent my whole day drawing this and I must say I&#8217;m pretty proud of it.
I&#8217;m dead now though so, Goodnight beauties.

Spent my whole day drawing this and I must say I’m pretty proud of it.

I’m dead now though so, Goodnight beauties.

posted 27th Jan 2013 at 9:22pm

tagged: my art, me, personal, piercings, art, septum,
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